i wonder sometimes why the past keeps coming back to haunt me. just today i get a message from daniel asking me why i blocked jeremy from my buddy list--only because jeremy wanted to know. first of all i wonder why he even cares, it's not like he ever wanted to be in my life before now, so why does he bother complaining about it now? he couldn't be bothered to talk to me on the im or the phone earlier...don't complain about your being a jerk! you didn't want me in your life before now, i don't need you in mine anymore. and secondly, i'm doing well enough on my own. i don't have time to be wasting time on people who couldn't be bothered to make an effort to spend time with me. and i know you know what i'm talking about, too. you could have done something a long time ago, but it's over now and i learned my lesson well. i don't take well to being lied to and pushed around JUST for your own pleasures and gains, you should have paid a bit more attention to your friends. i have new things in my life: new interests, a new job, and new friends who actually respect me for me. i wish you had learned that.

i'm glad that jennifer knows where i'm coming from on this, she's actually kinda in the middle of the same situation--but friends back each other up. that's why i heart jennifer.