Emotion/Reaction

Breathless. Speechless.
Your friendship left me
on the edge
and now I'm falling
into the darkness of your absence.

Happy. Excited.
You gave me so much
I could cry;
lifted my heart so many times.

Tearful. Upset.
So many times you don't know about
I spent crying because
I was so confused;
sometimes I felt used.

Angry. Uncertain.
I rarely know what's going on,
feels like everything's
gone to hell,
and I've gone with it.

Empty. Hollow-out.
Sad that there seems to be
nothing left
of something so great and healthy.

I miss the power and beauty
of your friendship.