i read over what i wrote in the past and sometimes i want to laugh at myself. life changes so quickly, you never know where each turn will take you. if there's one thing i learned from watching "just like heaven" with jenn on saturday is that i want to make sure i live my life one day at a time, taking advantage of every opportunity i have to spend time with family, friends, and do the things i really want to do. too many times i do stuff just because i have to, and i skip out on just doing simple things that could bring a lot of happiness to my life because i'm too busy.

i am insanely happy right now, because God has shown me something new in my life. i will admit i wasn't sure if i would be able to feel this way again, but true to His word, He has watched over me and will continue to do so. i think it's amazing what you can find when you're not looking. (especially since i had told jenn that day i'd decided i wasn't actively looking anymore.) i take one day at a time, seeing how it goes and then think about what i'd like to do tomorrow...

God works in mysterious ways.