I don't think I know what to say anymore. My heart, my brain, my soul; all are spent. I sit here with tears in my eyes; tears comprised of anger, sadness, and frustration. I write this as a broken soul, falling to my knees before you all and Him, knowing that I have nothing left to give for everything I had is gone. All of my energy, all of the love and affection, and all of my self has been given out and I have nothing left to keep me going. What can I do now? Even with all of my friends' help, it will be hard to replenish what is lost.

God, I am here before you as a broken soul, please heal my heart and ease my suffering.