I wonder if people even miss me anymore. I know I say it to people I talk to all the time, because I really do miss them and wish I could see them more and spend more time with them. Also because I care about them tons and think they are all special. I just don't say it to anyone. Do people miss me when I'm not with them? Or have I become annoying and commonplace?

M. said the nicest thing I think I have ever heard him say in our friendship the other night, in reference to our friendship. What he said was so nice it was beautiful to hear it, almost made me cry with the sheer sincerity of the statement. I don't think I can accurately capture what that was here though. I'm sorry. But know it was important, and significant.